241009 :)

alot of things happened yesterday.
argh, never mind, dont wish to talk about it.

i think shawn bro is in korea now :)
hahaha, hope he has fun there.
guess i've got alot of things to tell him.

tsk. my mother is very evil.
i dont like. :(

edit./
in a realllly bad moooooood yay.
you dont understand. :}

WHERE'S MY XINHUI !?
and i wna go back to sleep now. and never wake up.
bye.

everybody get up, if you love him! :D


when will you understand ?
when will you realize ?


when can you just STOP.

tell me when, will you ?








why,why are you doing this ?
you obviously......... i'll continue in my private livejournal.


hallo people :D

okay . the cruise. was super fun.

i cant really remember what they taught us at the camp.
i only can remember, the food was really good.
and that every awakening moment without any talks will be used to play,
slapjack or murderer. fun to the max. especially with ARIES. :D


hahaha, then the camp.
GREEN TRIBE FOR THE WIN ! :D
KAHPOOOOOOOOOOOOH ! ^^
hehe, had alot of fun, learnt alot.
:) hehehe. alot of injuries, lalalaala ^^
but was fun lah. heheehehe.


hmmmm, im gonna go out later, with clara :)

im not your knight in shining armor, so i just leave you with this kiss.


CAMPPPPCAMPPP :}

MAJOR LOTS OF FUNNNNNN! :P

with matt, jodie, shiying, joyce & many more,
will update tmr :P


I TELL YOU SOMETHING.

IM BACKKKKK !!!!

the cruise is super fun i tell you.

ARIES ARIES FOR THE WINWINWINWINWINWIN!!!! :3
HHAHHA.

playing slap jack, murderer all day long.
new friends like, shumin, keyu, huiling, hui ru, jing xuan, wenwei , waye, etcetc.
hahaha, miss them now already ! :(

aiyo,had so much fun singing, dancing together.
playing games, all the jokes.

i miss hubby so freaking much ok.
really , :(
and my clara laogong also.

hmmm, i took alot of pictures,
of ourselves the food :D lol, i'll post a detailed post some other day,
cause im damn tired, and i have YI camp tmr.


good night:)


LOL denise is on cruise nw=(so sad cannt text her and no connection with her for the next three days hai....hmm hope you come back soon and remember the reminder if u happen to see this!okay i going sleep already bby sorry for sleeping so late again=(


tell me why i dont like my mother's attitude.
she blamed me for not telling her what i needed the cruise.
hey, i told her like 3 days ago! then JUST NOW.
she blamed me for NOT TELLING HER. like alot of times alr.
forget it, whatever she thinks she say, is right anyway.

kinda irritating.. cause this happens, EVERYTIME.
wonder why this happens to me. -____-
so i get all the blame, everything is my fault.
and she just goes on nagging, and wont effing bother to at least HELP me find?!

FINE .



edit./

i woke up soearly today morning.
6 leh! ): and i slept at 1 plus.
not enuf sleep lah deyyyy :(
but the cruise cruise cruise later on! :) i think i'll look like a total douche carrying 2 bags. -__-
i cant bear to leave so many things back here ! :(

and hubby, you better not do anything to make me worry okay~ :) take care of yourself :)


hallo people :)
im still on the way home.
went to watch the preview of The Princess and The Frog with the bloggers.
HAHAAH, what a touching show.
took alot of pictures.

the show i rate as... 4/5 !
because, its not the normal princess-kiss-frog-turn-into-handsome-prince thing.
HAHAHA, its reallt nice (Y)(Y)
must watch!

and on the bus there was this very irritating girl.
her voice is irritating enuf already, argh.
i will elaborate later.
super sleepy, wna rest first.

tune in next time, bratha(s) and sista(s) :)



edit./
HAHAHA. okay a more detailed update.
in the morning went to hubby's house,
later went to bball court , looked at JingHao, Hubby and JiaWei play bball.
after bball, went for lunch, then went to meet gabriel and zhiying.
then all of us went to brent's house. they started playing fifa.
after a while i went to meet dawn and jiahui and chels, and off we went for the nuffnang movie premiere. HEHHEEH. alot of funny stuff happened. :3
saw xiaxue! :D
urgh, so tired now. the movie was great.
and i had to walk home all alone in the night just now, :(
hey, i've realised something, that sometimes, you just arent there for me when i need you.


:D:D:D:D

IM AT HUBBY'S HOUSE NOW HEHEHEHE ^^


HELLO PEOPLE.
im back from shopping.
bought very little things :(

one small jacket, one tank top, one skirt, one shirt, one dress.

so im left with,

1) high heels ( to go with the dress )
2) pair of jeans
3) pair of shorts.
but where to get $ ?!
hahha, easy, from mum lah ! :D lol, kidding.
okay i'll go back to fish a fish. me with no life, tsk. :P

bye~~
edit./
smsed someone today.apologized, and just kept thinking about yesterday's sermon.well, it helped i guess.kinda okay now, i hope :/
everyone makes mistakes once in a while, dont they?well, i realized i made a stupid mistake.i made many mistakes before, but this one is a serious one i guess.and now im starting to regret, well, i cant blame anyone. we all have the power to choose,to choose who we are gonna trust, to choose the path we thought it was best.i thought it was best, but obviously it isnt.cause now its starting to show.should not have even got into this whole thing in the first place,i can only blame myself.
well, i made this mistake, and im trying to change.
but will you allow me to?
edit../

HAHAHHA, IM WINNING MY COUSIN IN FISH A FISH .
LALALALALALS ! :D

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chionging fish a fish again.
seriously no life can.
gah. HAHAHA.
and i get so pissed off when i run out of stamina!
then i cant catch the stupid fish. like now. :(
but......

going shopping with mummy later, hohoho! :}
happy ttm! :)

sleeping very late these few days,
i also dk why.
talking to shawn bro on msn now.
talked to him last night too.
guess what he said made sense.
shouldnt think too much about it. :x

and the holidays are ending. sad. :(
didn really like go cycling with friends or what...
just like, laze around at home, never even do anything for dance.
HAHAHA, lifeless bodoh! :(

aiya. but i've a cruise coming up,
i've got a camp coming up, like a happy only :P
but will miss out on so many stuff,
will miss my friends, my hubby too D: HAHAHAHA.
oh shyt.

i think i should go and bathe nao.
tsk, i forgot im meeting liza. gosh. :x
byebyebyebye ! :D

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hallo people, im back :}
lol, church was great. the sermon really spoke to me .
oh wells. now when i get home.
each time im about to quarrel with my bro,
i remember and try not to scream at him (Y).

hahah, throughout the sermon.
i kept thinking about _ .
its time to forgive. it really is. :/
time to put down and stop all my anger.

but would that person do the same ? :/
i wont know, but at least i did my part.
wonder whats the point of hating each other.

i admit, seriously whenever i see that person.
i feel like strangling that person. gah, so irritated.
but still, that person is of great value to my Saviour.

we value people, whom th people we value, value. lol.
something like that. you get the drift. :)
guess this sermon really spoke to me,
after what happened in church too. haha, aiya.
i dont wish to talk about it.
everyone is of high value to God.
so i must value too, arghhhhhhhhhhh.

im trying. :}
but at least this sermon helped me lah.
(Y)(Y)


argh, its super late, im super tired,
but i wna chiong the stupid fish a fish. lol :}
so easy t level up now,
just gotta wait a long time for the stamina to load.
argh, addicted. hahhahaa, but im gonna sleep soon i guess. sooooooon!

okay, i'll go fish a fish nao.
byebye. and i need more readers.
i've been losing all my readers. hahaha, never mind... byebye ^^

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HALLO PEOPLE.

OHMYGOSH IM SO EXCITED NOW AHAHAHAH.

BECAUSE ..

1. THERE"S CHURCH LATER :D:D
2. FISH A FISH HAS A NEW FISHING SPOT AND I CAUGHT A FISH THE GAVE ME 239 EXP.

AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH YESYESYES ! :D:D:D

but i suddenly remembered.
i havent even touched my homework.

denise tan = in deep shit when school reopens. ):





HELLO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE ! :)

so, which girl in their right minds, would not want to be like a princess ?!
surely everyone wants to be like a princess, wont they?
but yes, being a princess has its risk, doesn't it ?
you gotta kiss a hell loads of frogs, before one and only one,
will turn into the prince charming you've always dream of!

so, yes, i am gonna share,
about my very first kiss, oh yes.
my first kiss. with mr larry lim! my current boyf :P

so it was like, we were looking into each others eyes...
anticipating the moment when his lips will ever ever touch mine.
in my heart i was like thinking ,
when is he ever going to kiss me ?!
many many thoughts were like rushing through my brain.
inside of me was scared, but at the same time,
this very impatient feeling, that i cant explain!

then we slowly bent our heads,
his oh-so-soft lips touched onto mine,
and wahlah! we kissed :)
i really felt like i was flyinggggggggggg~ ( no kidding. )
and i felt that only he mattered, not anyone else,
(although we were in public :P )
well, it was not a really long kiss, but still,
it was great! :D

so, that was my first kiss with him,
how do you rate it ? :D

p.s. i really felt like a princess! :D and he really was, is, and will always be, my knight in shining armor ! :D

p.p.s we have a picture taken, but i guess its too private to be revealed on this blog ! :D



aren't you curious what happens in this movie?
will the frog be her knight in shining armor?
or would it be a different story?

remember to Catch The Princess and the Frog in cinemas 10th December 2009!

:)

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i stil havent do up the card for Hubby and ZY too. lol. :)
aiya. so tired, still got a dance trail later... :(


edit,.
im not going for the dance trail, cause mummy dont let allow ):
and i just vented my anger at my private livejournal.
looks like i've got alot of things to say eh,


morning people :)
i am very tired lately, and later im still going to jiahui's house.
argh, i woke up very early in the morning ):
and i slept very late i guess?

and hubby still doesnt wna get enough rest, and keeps on dotaing,
tsk! sick still wna dota.
im gonna ignore him, kidding :P

and btw, i got my new specs already.
its white ): i wanted red tho. ):
HAHAHA. never mind...

okay, yesterday!
morning, bowling with K , S , D, JH. Entong couldnt come, argghhhh ):
had alot of fun. yesyes. :D

then in the afternoon.....
wildwild wet with dancers ! :D
hehe, very fun, alot of pictures. pictures is with dawn poh! and chelsea! :D
hehe, after www, went to queensway just to eat laksaaaaa :)
then walked to ikea, bought the hot dog bun,
more cam whoring in the beautiful toilet we saw, hehe. :D
then chels's parents came, bought the pink colour turnturnturn chair chelsea wanted.
her parents sent us to CCK,
went to meet hubby! he sent me back home, then he went to meet his friends.
:) so i've been out for..... more than 13 hours :D
hoho. i like (L)
need more outing like this. hehehe,

okay, off to shower and going to jiahui's house !

(L)s! :D

edit,.

3OH!3- I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby ,

DONT TRUST ME - 3OH!3 ,
nicenice (Y)



wonder why there are so many dogs in the world.
hahaha, nice one right.
i think more dogs are running out of the spca.
all shld be put back into the spca and put to sleep. hehehe. ^^

aiyo. i like feel so evil ley.
nono, i wont hate, i wont hate them.
those people are just a waste of my time.
i shld pray for them or smt. hahaha,
still self proclaim themselves as christians, n1. :)

oh no. wait i am a christian too,
i shld not be scolding people like that,
hahaha, i will pray for them , no worries,
forever on my prayer list ! :)
yesyes (Y)(Y).

hehe, okay, time to change myself for the better too.
cause i've been super bad these few days.
i wont judge people, no worries :)
but sometimes , we will lose our cool too.
we will have our angry times too.
duh, like towards the two faced people.

but, we will use a different way to calm ourselves down,
by LOVING THE UNLOVABLE.
maybe some people who proclaim themselves as christians,
still hate. oh no, thats contradicting yourself. nono.
so we shld stop war make love. right ?

tsk, so many war against each other,
why ? isnt it just a waste of time?
both parties gets hurt. so what for ?
spread the love, stop war , make love. HAHAHA.



this post is full of crap, but makes alot of sense too.
at least to me. just hope SHE will see.
and HE too. hahaha, bye people,
muackmuack ^^ (L)s!
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HALLLO PEOPLE :D
TODAY WAS FUN, YTD WAS FUN ! :D

had a nice time sleeping at hubby's house, on his queen sized bed, hehehe
while he was dotaing outside! :D

tmr , bowling with 204 peeps, and WWW ! :P YES ! :D

me : (give my bro prawn)
my bro : YAY, now i got two prawns, i go infront of mummy and action. make her jealous!


LOL. and im addicted to fish a fish :P


hallo people. im backkkk :)
didn update much last time.

ROD at sentosa was fun, although din get to do much.
went for the zbCOMMA cruise briefing. lol,
like funny sia.
i think my group, like not high one ):
oh nooooooo :(
HAHAHA, sad case.
i think dawn's group seems nice
lol :D

btw, i think my blog lack of pictures :(
but its okay, they're all in facebook :) HAHAHAHA.

alot of things happened recently, fair share of good and bad.
hais. dont wish to talk about it.
btw,

i got into LIFE SCIENCE ! yay muackmuack ^^v


good morning people :D
im off to meet the dancers, then off to sentosa! :D
AHAHAHAH ^^ will update later :)


hi pe0ple.
okay this i stupid i knw. i updated alot of times i know.

but because christmas is coming....
MY WISHLIST HOHOHO :D

1) AVENGED SEVENFOLD STUFF :D click here (who can be so kind to buy for me ? :( )
2) MONEY ): who doesnt want right. tsk ):

im not greedy, only two stuff right ! ^^v
kidding. HAHAHA. i really want the avenged sevenfold merchandise ):

and i wna upload two pictures on me and bro's convo! :D





LOL. :D (Y)(Y)

edit./
i saw this at someone's blog.

'every girl needs a man.'
th kind that will treat you right.
the kind tht has enough respect for you and is willing to change just to be with you.(:
the kind tht searches for you with all his heart and tht can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.(:
every girl needs a man who wont cheat on her because he knows she's got all tht he wants and needs alr.(:
he wont mind calling you early in th morning just to say good morning or late at night to say nights.(:
maybe even sing you a good morning song and tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.(:
this guy will be th kind tht'll do anything fr you,even if its to just go to th store to buy your favourite candy (:
he would defend and fight for you and wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most (:
th kind tht wont leave you lonely and wondering (:
the kind tht calls you surprisingly even when he's out with his friends, just to tell you tht he loves and misses you alot.(:
th kind tht isn't afraid to smile to his friends everytime you're around and tell them ,"she's th one"(:
th kind tht appreciates you for th things you do for him ,even if they're little (:
th ones tht actually thankyou for th little love notes you leave him (:
th kind tht waits for you when you're falling behind and opens th doors for you.(:
every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile&buys you flowers just cause its a wed (:
th kind of guy tht notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him.(:
he would remind you tht he loves you& tht he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget.(:
th kind tht doesn't just want kisses&hugs but to actually be loved and to love.(:
th kind tht will call you beautiful instead of hot, kisses your forehead when you're down,(:
th kind tht tells you to be strong and not to cry,&when you do cry, he'll lend you his shoulder &comfort you.(:
th kind tht'ss go through thick and thin with and for you.(:
th kind tht loves you for who you are &not for who you're not.(:
&loves you because you're his favourite girl in th whole wide world.(:
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HALLO PEOPLE IM BACK.
ITS RAINING HEAVILY (N)(N)

edit./
just vented my anger on my private livejournal. HEHEHE.
CJY pls go and see :D

edit./ i like this song ! :D

Sweet Dreams
by: Beyonce

(Turn The Lights On)

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
Im going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up youre there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me youll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

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halllo people, good morning ! :D
hahaha, okay, this post is for my dearest clara laogong kay :)
cause i promised i will update, and i didnt ! ):

okay, hehehe.
my laogong treat me so good right! :D
i (L) her alotalotalotalot :)
oh and yes, laogong, stay strong and pull through,
i'll always be here for you okay, dont worry :)
wo ai ni ! :D
thanks for being there for me :) LOL. :D

yesterday had a long chat on msn with two people. :)
Gab and My laogong :P HEHEHE. :D
just wna thank both of them ah! :D


i think i made dumbdumb angry : ( arghhhhh :(
im sorrrrry :(


HALLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO people :D
im at grac'es house now, hahaha.
watched saw 1 and saw 2 last night. :D super freaked out,
gonna continue watching today :D YAY!
and currently im doing the present for..... :D HEHEHE. :)

24-11-09
hehe, had alot of fun,
went out with dumbdumb,
our first month aites! :D
was tired by the time i got to grace's house.
but saw really woke me up. O:
HEHEHE.
aiyo.
went to JP to walkwalk. :D HAHAHAHHAA ^^
saw so many things i wanted, argh ):

silly boy, i really love your present! :D HAHAHHA :P

edit./
i watched saw 1 to saw 6 .
gruesome, but awesome movie. not for the weak hearted, i almost fainted.
just kidding :) but i was all nauseous and had a headache while watching :/


HALLLO PEOPLE :D im backkkkkkkk ^^
met that dumbdumb in the morning,
after that went to meet clara.

went to dance,
after dance ended went to meet dumbdumb and his friends,
jiawei and alfred, with clara.
something happened , then after that just went home.
no,they dont look friendly,
still call themselves team friendly, tsktskkkkkkk :P

and all of them wore white ! look like angels, HAHAHA.
yeahs, thats about it. :)
bye people! :D



edit./
LOL, got invited to a clubbing event at the butter factory.
its tmr, from 8pm to the next morning 3am.
but its for 16 years and above.
but, my mother allow me to go ):
arghhhhhhhhh ): -evil plan forming-
maybe i can borrow someone's ez link card or IC...... :P
or i can choose to stay at home guaiguai. :D
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morningggg people :D
im super bored, super tired now. ):
even though i slept at 9.30 last night. heh :P

oh yah. i dreamt of something very weird.

you wouldnt understand, would you?


hi people! :D
im back from a sushi treat ^^ :P
and dinner was fabulous, with Grace and her family members.
hoho.
that dumbdumb silly is so silly ! :D HEHEHE.
cute right! :D
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going to grace's house later ! :D HEHEHEHE.
and off for sushi. HEH. >:)
i realize, my life i getting more and more boring.

i want outings with....
1) 204 ! :D
2) SHAWN NG WEI SONG.
3) TYLER SWIFT :D (yes tyler, not taylor)
4) WEI CHONG KORKOR :)
5) PEEJAY !
6) JIAHUI !
7) ENTONG !
8) ALL THE FOUR OF US GIRLS :D
9) DANCERS ! :D
10) MATT LEONG & OTHERS :D

3) and 4) , was supposed to go out with me long ago. but always didn ):
I MISS MY COUSINS YOU KNWWWWWWWWWWW ):

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do things that make me trust you, not lose faith.


yesterday went to Jodie's house to stay over.
morning woke up, met hubby, went for swiss cottage open house!
was wearing the swiss cottage blue house tee, alot of ppl kept looking -___-
im not a monster from outer space!
i wna dig out their eyeballs. hehehe :P

then hubby's friends all came, so many of them! :D
haha, funny stuff happened lah,
they kept disturbing people, tsk.
" why you all call yourself the sour(?) ten ah ?! " LOL.
im the only innocent person there, hahaha! :D
they even planned to throw egg at teacher, tsk, the dm!
the dm was looking at me,
then he went, " eh, you never study in this school before right ? "
lol, then i just walked off. LOL. :D

went off at 12.30.
reached home at 1 plus. didn go to church ):
figured that i wont be on time, plus its combined service! :(
argh, missed out on church, was super tired too ):
i MUST go next week man ):
hey, i dont feel like im treated as one of the church members? like, a simple relay message, and no one even bothered ?



edit./
argh, silly hubby only know how to make me worry!!!!! ):

i think i should reply tags too :D

pamela - HAHAAH, lazy lah ): LOLLL :x
Clara : LAOGONGGG ! hehe, handsome right :P HAHAHHA, of course , i choose one ley! :D
lol, love you to the max , muacks ! :D had loads of fun with them right!
AhBoyB : HALLLO ! :D my cool blogskin is gonee! ): haha, yesyes bboy taisuke(Y) ! :D thanks for the #17 spot ! :D HAHAHA.
canxer : HEY :D YAY, OKAY :D
Chelsea : YAH ! SUPER SMALL KID :P
Elton : okayokay ^^
Peiyu : PEIYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! (L) you ! :D:D
Bryan : AHAHHAH ^^
Matthew : HALLOO ! :D
Entong : OH ! :D HEHEHE ^^ YESYES :D
s : HAHAHA, are you really the S im talking about ? HAHAHA. do i look available ? :D !


heylo people :D HAAHAHA.
i've got dance later ): arghhhhh D:



GOING OUT LATER MUAHHHHAH :D
will update later,
gotta eat, wash up all those. argh ):

edit./
HALLO PEOPLE :D
im back ,went to somewhere.
secret, shh :}
had a nice time there :)
enjoyed myself, hehehehe. ^^
funfunfunfun ! *winks ;)


S, new target ? saying that you dreamt of her ? n1n1 ! :D
at least im happier now :D HAHAHAHA.
HAPPIER THEN YOU .IM SURE :)
and i believe that i dont need to do that to myself. HA.
already spent enough time doing that.




HALLO PEOPLE, im backkkkkk!
so tired, reallllly wna sleep ):
super tired ley.

had lunch with
CLARA LAOGONG, GABRIEL, BRENDON, EDWARD,RUSSEL,ANDY and LYNN.
hehehe! :}
was fun, lots of laughter! :D

and thanks Hubby for posting ! :D


WIFEY IS A PIG!pig pig pig pig pig pig pig!cause she is super lazy if you notice=)orhhh good luck for your performance today wifey!dun stress yourself kay?although you left with one performance. okay and last but not least I LOVE DENISE TAN!<3


AHAHAH, you people wonder why i mentioned
bboy dancing dragon from the fire mountain!?


because, he is a very close friend of mine! :D
and he just started breakdancing, and im very happy to see him growing ! :D
its in our bloods, ! ^^ HAHAHAHA !

ok, hi people, im backkkkk!
dance was tiring, got a performance in school tmr :)
i didn know there was discipleship today ):
guess im gonna miss it ): argh, but i really wna go ):

edit./
listen to my blogsong,
really big change from a7x and all the breakbeats eh! :D


"Have you ever been in love?"
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and
it opens up your heart and
that means someone can get inside you
and mess you up.
You build up these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostage.
It gets inside of you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
it hurts
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside- you-and -rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Written by Neil Gaiman?
Taken from the zaobao(Sunday)





Go to this blog now! :D

hehe! :D

my phone is screwed, gna service it today. :D
but then, wonder when i will get it ):


HALLO people :D
i reached home so late ytd,
but got people send me home! *winkwink :P

watched 2012, was quite nice. :D
nah,itsmefeelingthesamewayagain.
itsnotyourfault,ijustcanthelpbutfeelinglikethat.


HAHAHA, hello people.
i finally am planning to update.
for the past few days, have been going out and reaching home kinda late,
so yeah.

for the past few days,

1) had performance at ngee ann city
2) went to sentosa with some opera members
3) went out with hubby, alot of times :D HAHAHA.
4) had chalet. LOL.

the chalet was pretty fun,
woke up in the middle of the night and had a bbq ! :D pro right.
hahaha went to WWW, had super lot of fun,
went cycling, had alot of fun too :D YEAHS :)

first day slept very little.
second day slept a little bit more lah. was tired ):

GO ENTONG'S BLOG FOR DETAILS AND MORE PICTURES :D


some pictures ! :D they're not in order from day 1 to day 3 :D


on the way :D


the nice park! :D








you wonder what those guys are doing huh.




shawn ah shawn.... why sit on the baby swing ?




catching crabs! :D






look carefully :D





lastly,


shawn doing Corrective Work Order :D

alot of fun things happen during the chalet :D
too lazy to elaborate , hehe.

then i had a sentosa outing :D
AND ZHAOKAI SAID SOMETHING SUPER FUNNY.

WALAO, MY GRANDMA CRAWL FASTER THAN THIS TRAIN ! (sentosa monorail)

played under the rain, then the guys tried to throw the girls into the water. ):
but didn't in the end! :D

picturessss ! :D










i like! :D


everyone who went lah :D



then, yesterday was performance.
pictures are somewhere! go find yourself :D


HALLO PEOPLE, im backkkkkk!
so tired, reallllly wna sleep ):
super tired ley.

had lunch with
CLARA LAOGONG, GABRIEL, BRENDON, EDWARD,RUSSEL,ANDY and LYNN.
hehehe! :}
was fun, lots of laughter! :D

and thanks Hubby for posting ! :D


hello people :D
im at 204 class chalet now, many people laughing like crazy,
four lappys here, 3 used for dota, HAHAHA, fun right ?
my class is (L) ! muackmuack*

hmmms, i miss hubby so much, argh ): HAHAHA.
but he's at work now, miss him ttm ! ):


hallo people im up early today !
2 reasons.

1) i cant sleep cause when i wake up, i kept thinking about hubbbbby's k...........i........ :D
2)there's a class chalet coming uppppp! :D

HEHEHE.
meeting shawn bro at cck at 10. HAHAHA,
then breakfast, then off we goooo! :D
hehe.

im going crazyyyyy.
and only one person knows why :)
and now when i look at their blog,
hahaha, serves them right man. realllllly.
because you didn cherish it, and when you already lost it,
then you'll start to regret. HAHAHA, stupid much ?
i learnt my lesson before, and now i cherish my hubbbbby okay! :)
(L) him ttm !

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mannn wifey going chalet tomorrow le=(hahas remember to drink more water,less beer or wine and don't do anything silly during the chalet arhs=)hmmm and thursday will be seeing each other again de so don't worry too much kay wifey?=)take care of yourself!=)


yay, those girls are suffering.
while im living my own happy life with good friends, a good *ahem-ahem* here ! :D
okay, stop thinking like that.

my aim is,
BY THE END OF THIS YEAR. at least i gave myself time.
i will stop hating those that i hate. every single one of them. hehehe >:)
noob. of course i can do it. :) *proud of myself*

enough of it.
im going out with hubby later :)
and thats one thing i look forward to !
but this noob havent wake up yet tee hee. :D

then the second thing is, 204 chalet is coming upppp, hohohohoho~ :D
yays! (L)oves ! :D and
The 6 of us, Shawn, PJ, JH, JH2, ET and me ,
we're gonnnna make a shirt :D noble gases :D LOL .

we are one united family, like real. HAHAHA.
im super hungry now, got nothing to eat. argh.
starving, but im too lazy to get up from my seat to just walk to the kitchen.
:(


HAHAHAHAH. shopped today.
super tired now, gonnna sleeeeeep. hehe.
gna fall sick soon, just pray that i wont tho. :D

tmr tmr tmr ! ^^


edit./

i had THE BEST DREAM EVER.
duhh, it had avenged sevenfold in it. HAHAHAHA.
i dreamt that they came out school for a stay or smt ! OHMY.
i tell you, i was so excited, BUT THE FUNNIEST PART IS.
no one knew who they were. oh wells, i have them all to myself anyway :D
then i saw, m shadows, the rev , syn gates and zacky! wonder why no johnny christ ):
but i like took alot pictures with syn gates !!!! HAHAHAHA.
like, camwhoring like that !? the best part is i could actually dream of syn gates, carrying me. HAHAHAHA, then we took a picture like that. we asked someone to take for us lah.
HAHAHAHA, SYN GATES LEY ! OHMYTIAN.
but i remembered in the dream he was like a little angry at me.
cause at first i wanted to take photos with the rev, instead of him. HAHAHAHA.
AHHHHHHH~~ AVENGED SEVENFOLDDDDDDDD ! :P


gah, what should i do now ?
should i wish him happy birthday. HAHAHAHA.

never mind. maybe i shouldnt.
i dont wna create more problems again.
Life is great the way it is now. LALLALA.

hmmms. so, today i had a long day.
dance, discipleship then steamboat ! ^^
hahaha, was fun lah. lol, especially climbing the stupid hill thingy.,
that made my shoes like, super muddy.

im dead tired, but i havent bathed.
lol, just got home what. :)
going to bathe soon .

shared alot of things with michelle,
and im glad that she told me what to do.
but i dont think i have the courage ?! ARGH.
im so pissed at myself. then my stomach hurt super bad today.
until i like couldnt move properly, cause it hurt so bad. ):

and when i went to _ and _ blog,
i felt so happy that they were suffering in their life.
HAHHAHAAH, i feel so evil. but when i see their blogs,
then they write about how sad their lives are, i cant help but laugh.
and think that they deserve it. hohoho >:)
but its ok, i'll be an angel and forgive them. like real. heh.
hahaha.
plus, im talking to jaehyeong on msn now!
he's in Korea.
and i cant wait for my class chalet. ahhh, its gonna be tons of fun with my super (L) class !

and hubby i back from chalet today!
but another two more days before i can see him, ARGH.
): i'll be patient ! :D i can see him soooon, yay! ^^
miss him so much when he was at the chalet man.
and he still keep saying he see pretty girls there. aiyaaaaa. ahahahah :P
never mind! i still (L) him as deep as ever. HAHHAHA ^^

yay, he's gonna reach home.

now 4 things to look forward to.

1) seeing my hubby.
2) 204 chalet! :D
3) YI camp ! :D
4) AMARA HOTEL WITH JIAYING AND XINHUI. HEHEHEH.

yay ! actually got more lah.
like my performance etc.. yay! ^^ at ngee ann city. :)
on 14 nov. pls DO NOT go there on that day. hehehe :) pretty pls!
:D aiyo. i think this post is full of crap.
i should stop now, and go bathe.

byeeeee :)


hi i am finally back home.
i felt so upset just now.
that i didn wna reply messages and off my phone . HEHEHHE.

i seriously look like a walking zombie just now.
arghhhhh. *bangs wall and die*
i seriously wished that would happen or something.
or sleep and never wake up. no kidding.
never mind. you wouldnt understand.


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Love is not about finding the right person, but building the right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build in the end.


hallo people :D
why am i up so early ?
oh right, cause i cant even sleep in peace.
my bro's alarm , followed by my mum's alarm. ):

gah. and i dont feel good today.
gotta wait for PJ to wake up and complain to her again ):
HEHEHEHE. argh. or update my private blog.
which no one knows. and i mean, NO ONE :D

argh.
Hubby is at chalet ! ): enjoy yourself okkk.
Clara laogong is at shanghai.
i got too much to tell her ):
gah. dance later on. but gotta go somewhere with matt leong. ._.

edit./
ohmygosh, i love when i grow up by mayday parade :D HAHAHAHAHAH :D
listen to my blogsongs ! gogogoo :D

editedit./


see these stones. i'll be like them one day ):

editeditedit./ (wth?)


CLICK. AND SEE THE CONVO BETWEEN ME AND SHAWN :D

OHMY GOSH. i saw a video on The Rev and his Girlf/ wife ! D:
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ):
the sadness just overwhelms me ! ):


i wna watch jennifer's body online.
alone now, brave anot! lol kidding.
okay so DONT try to talk to me on msn ok :D


avenged sevenfold yay!
never fail to cheer me up. hor PJ ? :D


I rock, you stone, they pebble :}
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friends, dance ; (L)!
i can be a really hateful person,
but im changing for the better!
Love my Father, my saviour, JESUS CHRIST
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24/10/09 ; we dont need you to judge us :)
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HE who makes a beast out of himself
gets rid of the pain, of being a man ♥




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